Thursday, May 5, 2011

diving head first

have never failed in class. have got very near to that in chemistry in class 11th though. have never been a back bencher, education wise. friends wise, have only had back benchers during a typically laid back phase..realised they are better friends than the studious ones..

anyway, am drifting. the point is, today i feel like i have failed in class, like i am the lowest scorer in a freaking class of 100..

not a good feeling. a feeling i want to shrug off..
deep breathe.

9 comments:

  1. i know why u felt that way and believe me its not your fault. I have been through it so i know, better things in store for u. Dont get that upset. Everyone goes thru it. U haven't failed. Don't demean yourself or your credibility like this. You know you are worth much more :)

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  2. dont let this crappy feeling sink in. u r fab. its gonna be alright. chin up!

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  3. well...well...
    what did you say about friends??
    if what you said is correct, why feeling this feeling?
    by the way, u must hav watchd 3 idiots na? :P

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  4. @Anjali, u are blind and biased, the ugly world out there has a reality check for me. had to face it.
    @Ess, aww u r too cute. hope it does.
    @Deeps, i dont have any sorrows from my friends, they are rockstars..i face shit from the ones i dont care about :| and 3 idiots wasnt in my mind really :) but now i see the similarity :)

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  5. Today i feel like i have failed in class, like i am the lowest scorer in a freaking class of 100..

    i should tell u something about back benchers. they would never think this way. they would never think this much. and thats one of the reasons why lifes a bed of roses of them. till its exam time. :) thats also one of the reasons you aint like em.

    so i m guessing u l do better next time.
    have fun and take care.

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  6. and whats with the purple couloured glasses?

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  7. @Raj, am I hearing a back bencher speak? :)
    well, i also never studied till exam time but was never a failure. so something worked for me I guess. That said, these are harsher times, hence feelin a lil less capable. the feeling will go away soon.

    Purple coloured glasses might not be watching life through rose coloured glasses, but its a unique way of looking at it..something I relate to :)

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  8. i am actually a joker. i have been a front bencher. i have been a back bencher. and i enjoyed the latter more so stuck there :)

    and feeling less capable? lol. u have no idea how capable u r. u can never. u haven't crossed ur limits. not just yet at least. trust me, u r much more than u l ever imagine yourself to be :)

    explain the purple thingy. i got a rough idea though. but why purple. it could be blue? or red? or green? or pink? or mushy red? or turquoise yellow :D

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  9. Raj, thanks for the pep talk and believing at a phase when i dont believe in much myself. its a high :)
    and purple is my shade. hows that?

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